i really just hope i could give up,let this whole world fall apart, so i would get that tiny bit of attention from that person.but somehow, i force myself not to do it, assuring myself that i am getting enough.unconsciously, it is slowly unfolding.it has changed me. for better or for worse?i think its worse.i really dun know how to go about it already.
Thursday, May 25, 2006;
the end
the end